Yesterday was my Bday! turned  my 31. do not feel any difference...but feeling good. my infatuation is growing. 

I just waiting for a big surprise. i know that no one understand me. But now i don't care for it . I see things so clear...the real matter of things. people r talking so lovely. but subtext is always the same. let's see what  I'll get.this time.Till now I got a name .an english version of my name ....