first fight. on winter's last day

I knew myself very well. i didnt got any answer to my simple question. what is for him...TO BE IN RELATION? and after that I was   irritate  on  myself, on my luck...and  on my heart also. wrote many harsh things to him  , and in the end  asked him to stop write me. ...and started  to cry. then i decide to stop . STOPSTOP FOR EVER.
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New order!!!! free my mind. free off  panic...
big smile....smile all the time. :)
Love yourself, and u will BELOVED !!!