first fight. on winter's last day

I knew myself very well. i didnt got any answer to my simple question. what is for him...TO BE IN RELATION? and after that I was   irritate  on  myself, on my luck...and  on my heart also. wrote many harsh things to him  , and in the end  asked him to stop write me. ...and started  to cry. then i decide to stop . STOPSTOP FOR EVER.
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New order!!!! free my mind. free off  panic...
big smile....smile all the time. :)
Love yourself, and u will BELOVED !!!

Same Mistake?: *********Frozen Rose

Same Mistake?: *********Frozen Rose: Many times i told myself ,that i should change in my lfe everything. Wanted to be rude and hars, stop being a good girl .but still im ...

Interlude 1

Chkhrtma (from Armenian dishes)

Ingredients:
chicken - 150 g.
egg - 1/2 (yolk)
onion - 50 g.  Chkhrtma

Ingredients:
chicken - 150 g.
egg - 1/2 (yolk)
onion - 50 g.
oil -15 g.
flour - 10 g.
saffron - 0,02 g.
white wine vinegar - 15 g.
Put the chicken into a pan, pour water, so much, that it covers the chicken. Boil the chicken. When ready, take the chicken out of the pan, cut to pieces. Put the chicken pieces together with roasted flour, mixed with a little bouillon, roasted onion, into the bouillon, and boil the soup. Prepare the saffron tincturre the following way: put shafran in a glass, pour boiling water on it (? glass), put the glass with the liquid in a warm place for 2 hours till it turns dark brown. Beat eggs in a separate pat, adding warm bouillon in it, slowly, not to let them clot, add the then the white wine vinegar, zafran  or saffron (what is the same thing),add greens and mix it all. Add this mixture into the bouillon with chicken pieces. no need to add how yummy is this meal .

*********Frozen Rose

  Many times i told myself ,that i should change in my lfe everything. Wanted to be rude and hars, stop being a good girl  .but still im full of hope and dreams. trying to keep kindness in my heart, and faith  in my soul.I know that  people most usually like to read personal things of others. I don't want to share here what happened bad in my life. but i want to share in future what will goes on . it started from friendship.and now im afraid to repeat same mistake. IM SCARED .